Chapter 2 : Belonging
Dawn at Windsor Castle was a grey affair, the sun struggling through clouds the colour of bruised flesh. In the training yard, Alexander waited, his breath forming pale ghosts in the cold air. The sword in his hand felt familiar, an extension of his arm, a weight he had known since childhood.
Vlad arrived five minutes late, his movements stiff from the unfamiliar bed, the English clothes, the whole damned Englishness of everything. He carried a practice sword, its edges blunted, its balance wrong.
"Late," Alexander said.
"I was praying."
"In Transylvania, we pray at dawn. In England, we train."
Vlad''s jaw tightened, but he said nothing. He took his position, the sword held in a guard Alexander didn''t recognise—elbow high, blade angled downward, weight on the back foot.
"That''s not how we do it," Alexander said.
"It''s how I do it."
"Not here."
The first clash of steel was jarring, a sound that echoed off the stone walls and brought curious glances from the kitchen boys gathering to watch. Vlad was fast—faster than Alexander expected—but wild. His style was all aggression, no defence, born of border skirmishes where hesitation meant death.
Alexander parried, stepped back, parried again. "Control," he said. "Not fury."
Vlad didn''t listen. He pressed forward, his attacks coming in flurries, each one aimed to kill. Alexander let him come, deflecting, redirecting, waiting. On the fifth attack, he saw the opening—a moment when Vlad overextended, his balance shifting too far forward.
Alexander didn''t strike. He stepped aside, let Vlad stumble past, then tapped him lightly on the back with the flat of his blade.
"Dead," Alexander said.
Vlad whirled, his face flushed with anger and humiliation. "You didn''t fight."
"I won."
"That''s not fighting. That''s... dancing."
"In England, we dance with swords. We don''t brawl with them."
The other wards arrived then, a half-dozen boys of noble birth, their laughter sharp as broken glass. Thomas, the eldest, led them, his smile a knife wrapped in silk.
"Teaching the barbarian to dance, Alexander? Does he know the steps?"
Vlad''s grip on his sword tightened. Alexander saw the tension in his shoulders, the way his eyes tracked Thomas like a hawk tracking prey.
"Leave it," Alexander said, low enough that only Vlad could hear.
"Why? Because he''s a noble? Because his blood is purer than mine?"
"Because he''s looking for a fight. Don''t give him one."
But Thomas had already decided. He sauntered forward, his own practice sword swinging lazily at his side. "Let''s see what Transylvania teaches its boys. If they teach them anything at all."
The match was over before it began. Thomas was good—trained by the best masters, bred for combat—but Vlad was something else. Something raw and desperate. When Thomas lunged, Vlad didn''t parry. He dropped under the blade, came up inside Thomas''s guard, and drove the pommel of his sword into Thomas''s stomach.
Thomas doubled over, gasping. Vlad stepped back, his expression unreadable.
The other wards moved as one, a pack closing in. Alexander stepped between them, his sword raised. "Enough."
"He attacked me," Thomas wheezed.
"He defended himself," Alexander said. "You challenged him."
"He''s a foreigner. A ward. He has no right—"
"He has every right." Alexander''s voice cut through the morning air. "He''s the Duke''s ward, same as you. Touch him, and you touch the Duke''s honour."
It was a lie, or at least an exaggeration, but it worked. The boys hesitated, their loyalty to the Duke outweighing their dislike of the newcomer. Thomas straightened, his face pale with pain and fury.
"This isn''t over," he said, his eyes on Vlad.
"It is," Alexander said. "For today, it is."
He took Vlad''s arm, pulled him away from the yard, away from the watching eyes. In the shadow of the armory wall, he released him.
"You can''t do that," Alexander said.
"Do what? Fight back?"
"Humiliate them. Thomas''s father is an earl. He has influence."
"And I have a sword."
"A sword won''t protect you from whispers. From poisoned wine. From a knife in the dark when no one''s watching."
Vlad leaned against the cold stone, his breathing slowly returning to normal. "In Transylvania, when a wolf challenges you, you kill it. You don''t worry about its pack."
"This isn''t Transylvania. The wolves here wear silk and smile while they plot your death."
For a long moment, Vlad was silent. Then, quietly: "Why did you defend me?"
The question caught Alexander off guard. He hadn''t thought about why. It had been instinct, like stepping between a child and a falling stone. "The Duke ordered me to teach you. I can''t teach you if you''re dead."
"Is that all?"
"What else would it be?"
Vlad didn''t answer. He looked at Alexander, really looked at him, as if seeing him for the first time. "You''re not like them."
"I am exactly like them. I just have better manners."
The knightly came a week later. A test of skill, of endurance, of character. The yard was lined with nobles, with masters-at-arms, with the Duke himself watching from a raised platform. One by one, the wards demonstrated their prowess—riding at the quintain, shooting at targets, sparring with blunted swords.
Vlad went last. He rode like a demon, his horse responding to touches so subtle they were almost invisible. He shot with a bow that was too heavy for him, the arrows striking true every time. And when it came to swords...
His opponent was Thomas. Of course it was Thomas.
This time, there was no wild aggression. Vlad had learned. He fought with control, with precision, each movement calculated, each parry exact. He let Thomas wear himself out, let him grow frustrated, let him make mistakes.
When the opening came, Vlad took it. Not with a killing blow, but with a disarm—a twist of his wrist that sent Thomas''s sword spinning through the air to land point-down in the dirt.
Silence. Then, from the platform, the sound of one man clapping. The Duke.
"Well fought," Richard said, his voice carrying across the yard. "Both of you."
Thomas retrieved his sword, his face a mask of humiliation. Vlad bowed, first to the Duke, then to Alexander.
Afterward, in the quiet of the east wing corridor, Vlad stopped Alexander. "I passed."
"I saw."
"Because of you."
Alexander shook his head. "You passed because you''re good. I just kept you alive long enough to prove it."
"No." Vlad''s voice was earnest, stripped of its usual defiance. "You taught me the dance. You stood between me and the wolves. You gave me..." He searched for the word. "A place."
It was the closest thing to gratitude Alexander had heard from him. The closest thing to belonging.
"That''s what the Duke wants," Alexander said. "For you to have a place here."
"And you? What do you want?"
The question hung between them, unanswered. Alexander didn''t know what he wanted. He only knew that defending Vlad had felt right. That teaching him had felt like more than duty. That somewhere in the past week, the stubborn foreigner had become... something else. Not a friend—friendship was too dangerous at court—but an ally. A sole ally in a world of smiling enemies.
"I want you to survive," Alexander said at last. "I want you to thrive. I want..." He trailed off, unable to articulate the strange protectiveness that had taken root in his chest.
Vlad nodded, as if Alexander had said everything and nothing all at once. "Tomorrow," he said. "More training?"
"More training."
They parted then, each to his own chamber, each to his own thoughts. But something had shifted. A line had been crossed. From strangers to allies. From obligation to something that felt, in the quiet English dawn, like the beginning of belonging.
